I will never understand how people are capable of being hunters and killing such beautiful animals, ugh! I mean, I get the point of survival, blah, but the act of pointing a gun, aiming and taking a life yourself is just… scary.  

I didn’t get to go to Marche this morning because what I thought was a 20 in my purse turned out to be a 5? How does that happen? I am very disappointed, I really wanted to do that for her. Murfreesboro is REALLY getting to me. I know it is the “right” “smart” thing to do to live with my Mom, get out there and find a job, go back to school in the fall and just work on being me, saving money and pushing myself towards success, but it is definitely not the fun choice. I would much rather be living in Nashville in a cute apartment, nice serving job, waking up and brunching with Miranda and others, grabbing coffee that actually tastes good and places that are actually respectable, going to bars that don’t have mulleted rednecks fighting over who looked at whose pee wee in the bathroom. Oh gosh. At least it is sunny today. I like sunny. I need to go to our apartment gym and sweat. I usually drive there but I think I will walk today, it really is SO close and it is nice outside.

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